May 2012
3 posts
I feel...
quite blessed. I’m not religious by any means. I’m just having a lot of great things happen to me. I found an amazing girl, and I will do anything to keep her happy. Now we’re having a child. A huge step in anyone life and it kinda took us off guard. but I couldn’t be happier.
Well then
This was the motivation I needed to step up and be a man. I have nine months to get my shit in order and do what I need too. The fact that little ollie or olive, whether it’s a boy or girl, will help me step up and be a man. Be a man for myself, and my family. with the newest edition of monica jean and her family. We’re all together in this. It’s the most nerve racking, but the...
April 2012
19 posts
I feel like
writing, but I don’t really know what to write about. Let’s see I’m going home in 5 days! That’s exciting. I have an amazing girlfriend that makes me happier than I’ve ever been. I can’t wait to see her. Just hearing her voice puts a smile on my face. She’s the cutest, sweetest, more beautiful lady I know. The weather is pretty nice today, a little...
Of course
I would see him telling you that he “loves texting you :), and she’s the only person he texts”
I don’t understand why certain things get to me, but openly flirting with my girlfriend, then her playing along in these situations kinda makes me feel a little lost. Well it’s just her personality, and if I didn’t like it then it wouldn’t work. :p
Oh well,...
If anyone needs
a good example of a solid ten, go check out my girlfriend. ;D
Also,
kinda wish my girlfriend was more obsessed about me so she would blow my phone up with really cute texts while I’m at work! It kinda makes me feel forgotten D: hahah, well goodnight tumblr.
p.s. I love you MJC
Hmmmmmmmm,
I actually had an okay day at work today. I laughed quite a bit. Too bad I didn’t get to talk to Monica Jean, hardly at all! But it’s okay, because I know I have the rest of my life to talk to her.
Reeeaaalllllyyyyyy
gonna need my lady’s support and lot’s of attention to get through this week. Work isn’t going to be very fun. But as soon as it’s over I’m only a couple of days from being seeing her and having her in my arms. And then it will have been all worth it. Just need to hold on to my sanity a little bit longer. I’m so lucky to have such an honest, faithful, caring,...
Interesting
How as soon as I started writing again ALL of my anxiety went away. Maybe that was the outlet I needed. I’m glad I can be myself again and the person that Monica Jean fell in love with. I can’t wait to get home and pick up where we left off. There was so much left unsaid and undone, and we’ll finally be able to revisit everything and make ourselves stronger. She’s the...
Five year goal
I’ll be 25. I want to be on my way to my degree in psychology, like my masters. I want to begin looking at homes, and I want to be settled in with Monica Jean. I think at around that age if our schooling is going well and our jobs are coming around that I would like to start talking about seriously making a family.
Hmmm
I’ve been looking for a way to get rid of my anxiety. Maybe writing it out will help. There’s not much i’m anxious about, but it all just adds up.
1. I miss my Monica, she’s the best thing I have and the anxiety of just not being able to hold or kiss her gets to me.
2. This kid that came into her life so randomly and so strongly. He’s already making a big impact on...
Monica Jean
Is the reason why I wake up in the morning. Just to see what she texted to me before she went to class. I smile at everything. She makes me want to be the best person I possibly can be. I know now that every other relationship, or fling, or mistake I made were just lessons I needed to learn in order to keep her happy. My number 1 goal is to keep that beautiful smile on her face. I’m not...
Ughhhh
what. the. fuck. ….really…
March 2012
11 posts
Peeta: When I walk out the shop
Katniss: Not again-
Peeta: This is what I see
Katniss: Peeta stop
Peeta: Katniss Everdeen is a-lookin' at me
Peeta: I GOT A LOAF IN MY HANDS
Peeta: AND I AIN'T AFRAID TO THROW IT THROW IT THROW IT THROW IT
Katniss: You done?
Peeta: I'M PEETA AND YOU KNOW IT.
Katniss: ...
Watchs-h-e-r-l-o-c-k-e-d:
Harry Potter in 99 Seconds.
I have this in my itunes and can sing this from memory. I regret nothing.
I've got it!
The problem with our world today is that we’ve taken our ‘freedom of speech’ too far. We’re all too worried about what the fuck everyone else is doing and we can’t even focus on ourselves. Who gives a fuck what rick santor…whatever the fuck his name is. If you don’t like what he says, don’t vote for him. And everyone is so god damn ignorant, and out...
February 2012
3 posts
my girlfriend
makes me so freaking happy. she just said ” you’re intelligence scares me, and the speed at which it proccesses, you can just react ‘off the cuff’ without even thinking about it.” And apparently I have good facial structure too.
I love herrrrr. :D She’s my favorite.
Monica Jean. <3
I know theres hella shit about Selena and Hana Hwang on tumblr already but… Selena, I give you some serious kudos. You made that little girls life pretty much. It takes a lot to stand up for yourself, and even more to stand up for other people, and wearing that braclet shows you have more compassion and self-confidence to do what you know is right. Then everyone is gonna trash talk Hana,...
for once..
I’m happy. Rare moment. I’ve been going to sleep with a smile in my heart. and waking up with one also. She says the cutest things to me, and I give it right back. I feel motivated to want to be more than some average Joe. I want to mean something, but only so I can make her shine in the spotlight. I actually understand that the world doesn’t revolve around me. I want it to...
January 2012
39 posts
ready. set. speak.: Thread. →
monicajeanx3:
Have you ever noticed the way people change in little but noticeable ways? One minute, they’re jumping for joy, and bouncing off the walls, and with a word it’s reversed. Or maybe it’s with personality. They could be so uptight, and forgotten, but jump to the front of everyone’s eyes with a simple…
It's official
Moving to wisconson. Sinking feeling in my heart with today’s events as well.
wtf
just happened. I come home from being at a friends all weekend, only to find out something about some Clark kid that i have no idea who that even is… and that the boyfriend found something out… what he found out, i have no idea, nor do i even know who this “clark” is?
Quite simply...
i miss you
Everytime I see that I have a new message I secretly hope it’s from you. I get the spark in my chest that makes it feel like it’s in my throat, and luckily it’s usually you.
I'm still quite smitten.
Everytime I think of you, I think about how we first met in my jeep. Ice. Then when we first kissed. Sparks. The first time we made love. Fire.
Then somehow, I acted like a teenager like I was, and ruined everything, and now I’m paying for it with the pain in my chest and the empty floating of my heart.
you were a solid 8, now you’re at least a 9, AT LEAST!
Holy cow
… you have gotten cuttterrrrr. :x
